~ Me And The Mayer ~

~ I sit here in Cleveland listening to John Mayer – John was born on Oct. 16th , 1977 – In Bridgeport, CT( 83 ) – His parents work for the School District there – John was 3 Brothers – Carl – Oldest – John – Middle Child ( Should tell you something? ) – Ben – The Youngest ( Like me ) – We almost lost John in his 18th year – He was a Heart Condition which he takes medication for everyday – I think about him not being here – We would not have him & his lyrics – Who would have saved me that night? – We would have be “Perfectly Lonely” without him – It would have been “Heart Break Warfare” With Out The Mayer -”Something Would Have Missing” If he was not in The World – How could I have gained my “Clarity” without him – I had to reach for some “Gravity” that night – So Me And The Mayer become “Friends,Lovers,Or Nothing” – I wanted to be “Comfortable” in my new life without drugs – So I had to come up with some “Belief” to make this work – I am still “Waiting for The World To Change” – John Mayer is “Good Love On The Way” & “Bold As Love” all rolled together – So I “Say” let’s stay off drugs so I can have my Family & *JFC* in my life – I was “Not Myself” on drugs – I was like “Neon” all of the time – I had a lot of “Split Screen Sadness” going on – So I had to be “Bigger Than My Body” to overcome – It took a lot of “City Love” to get better from drugs – A “New Deep” was coming in my life – The craving for cocaine was like the “Edge Of Desire” – I had to stay on “Route 66″ to stay clean – I was in the “War Of My Life” with these craving – It felt like I have “Vultures” all over me all of the time – I was going “Out Of My Mind” all of the time – I kept asking myself “Who Did You Think I Was” getting hook on this Drug – The “Another Kind Of Green” wasn’t making me happy – I had my “Home Life” & “Daughters” back in my life – I sent a lot of “3×5″ ‘s to *JFC* – He would say “Your Body is a Wonderland” so keep it clean – My Family & *JFC* had my “Only Heart” – None of this “Half of My Heart” anymore – I was still “In Repair” – I was “Slow Dancing In A Burning Room” inside – Keep asking myself “Why Georgia” – The Answer “My Stupid Mouth” got me into all of this – I would cry so much felt like “Covered In Rain” – So I said to myself “Stop This Train” – All I had to do is “Try” everyday of my life – Because we have to “Wait Until Tomorrow” – So “Do You Know Me” by now – ( I am The Best John Mayer Fan On Blip.fm – I am very proud of that – He saved my life – Gave Me a New Life With His Lyrics And Him Just being Him – I * L ♥ V E * Y O U * A L W A Y S * A N D * F O R V E R * Y O U R * F A N * O H I O * M a r y – That is me – No more “Dreaming With A Broken Heart” Anymore – I have you – John C. Mayer ♥